Sannalicious

I really should get to bed now, since sleep is a crusial thing for us to function as human beeings. (snus, red bull and coffee just isn’t enough, as likely it may sound) To day has been an intense day, as all days at Hyper Island are. The module (information society) started this monday, but I feel like I’ve been working at Telefonplan forever. I adapt easy to different environments, I guess.

Trying to focus on other things than the notion of stress about our group project right now. Even though the deadline is almost two weeks away I feel like I could (and SHOULD) have done a thousand more things by now. Arrgh.

During the Delhaize workshop today we tried out some guided imagery, we all closed our eyes and tried to visualize different scenarios given by the workshop leader. Among others, we got to meet our future self, in the role as a leader. Our Future Leader Self (phew) was supposed to give us a gift, and my FLS gave me a whatch. Ironic, huh? I guess it was supposed to symbolize structure and control, two things I highly value in my work, and which I really feel the lack of right now.

Planning on setting up some more personal structure tomorrow, first thing in the morning. Make a schedule, when I need to have finished what. I don’t wanna put any preasure on my other co-members in the group, so it’s just for me. To give me an illusion of control and structure, so that I can relax and work and be creative again. Stress is paralyzing, at least it is for me.

Allright, this is definately the last post for today, promise. See you all tomorrow, sleep tight (I will try to).

Love,

Sanna